DP - A sad song...

I got the idea for this while listening to 'Onderweg', by Abel. Y'know, that song that is currently in my music journal and no one understands a word of...
So, first of all, that's not really danny lying next to her... more like an illusion. Lyrics could clear some things up. (if I am butchering the English language somewhere, tell me please)

On the way - Abel
I close the door
Streets seem to by cryings
Clouds seem to be fleeing
I get on the bus
People seem to be watching
But I want to avoid them
Before they see me

It has long since passed by
that you didn't forget my birthday
you unconditionnaly choose me

I see the fields
Next to me the houses are passing
It's quiet behind the windows
Who can see me?
In blue lighted trains
Your heart is so close to me
But it isn't beating

It has long since passed by
Your black hair and your smile
That you were the world to me
It's still to deep in me
That I was allowed share what you had
You ruffled trough my hair and said

You don't know my voice
Who I am is what you're seeing know
Do you want to dance with illusions
In your mind
Are you futher than the present
Do you want to go back to your past
what do you think of that

It has long since passed by
Red wine on a terrace
That you were the whole world for me
It's still to deep in me
But I forgot how you saw me
That I'm so much more diffrent than you

I turn in the road
But it'll never warm me
Because it can't embrace me
Who would see me
I'd like to scream
I'd like to scream untill eternity
But I can't

Now you're only mine
Can the world show me
That it could better like this
It has long since passed by
And I forgot how you saw me
That I'm much more diffrent than you

Will be moved to scraps ASAP.